§ names used throughout the web: cactus, cactusdying (just call me cactus if you can). i have the same username across practically every platform so if you see someone that's named that there's a 99% chance it's me
§ how many years i have lived on this Earth: not comfortable with telling my age but my birthday is on January 29th
§ what i can identify as: genderfluid! i am a silly little girlboy. currently using he/it/they pronouns... and if you prefer, my pronouns page is here!
§ who would be my sweetheart: i currently identify as a bisexual, while also being on the aroace spectrum
§ where my life started, and what i can communicate with: i am ukrainian, can speak in english (tend to switch between british and american pronunciations at random, because that's what "english learned from videogames and youtube" does to you), ukrainian and russian
§ where does my mind and body reside in: i'm most active on tumblr and bluesky! and was active on twitter, but i honestly have no idea if i'll go back there. also i'm beginning to post my vocalsynth covers onto my youtube, if you are interested in that
§ things to consider: if i fail to respond to your message for a long time it's because of my inability to talk with strangers, please be patient; i'm very sensitive to loud sounds!! tag em if you can; do not call me a bottom/top/switch/etc and hot/sexy under any circumstances. honestly don't say anything sexual about me
you don't have to read all of this! i just really like telling stuff about myself
§ videogames that have changed my life forever:
> the lisa series (+ fangames)
> off
> yume nikki (+ fangames)
> hello charlotte
> an outcry
> dialtown
> katana zero
> slay the princess
> yuppie psycho
> corru.observer
§ other videogames i think are cool:
rpg maker games:
> fear and hunger
> to the moon series (to the moon, finding paradise, impostor factory)
> hylics
> ib
> suits
> sorry we're open
> dsaf
> mario the music box
> space funeral
> rpg maker games in general (they're a really huge interest of mine, talk to me if you love em too!!)
other games:
> hypnospace outlaw
> needy streamer overload
> milk series (inside a bag and outside a bag)
> hotline miami
> brutal orchestra
> yiik but like. in a love-hate way
§ other media i partake interest in:
vocalsynth related media:
> anything vocalsynth related (fav producers: friendxp, ferry, weevildoing, K△FKA, ponkansoup, pinocchio-p, nilfruits, ippo.tsk, vocacircus, jamie paige, skyfish66, tart) (this is my biggest special interest so please talk to me if you're also a fan of it...)
> parties are for losers (and, by extension, beginner's guide to heresy)
> anhedonia (five to none)
> the post-traumatic manifesto
> next!!! sound of the future
other:
> serial experiments lain
> witch hat atelier
> love bullet
> ena
§ additional stuff i enjoy:
everything technological, old web, post-soviet architecture, brutalist architecture, hoarding fonts, amateur translating, cats
§ characters i find comfort in:
aka my little meow meows
bold means i like them a bit more than the rest, italics means i relate to them
please send me art of them if you can! i enjoy it a lotrpg maker games:
> terry, buzzo (lisa the painful), glowhead, oswald (lisa the undone), beltboy (lisa the hopeful)
> sucre (off)
> madotsuki (yume nikki), urotsuki, commando and provost-san (yume 2kki), sabitsuki (.flow), minnatsuki (collective unconscious)
> charlotte wiltshire (esp ep. 2), charles, vincent, anri, q84, bennett, frei (hello charlotte)
> randy, karen, roger, oliver, norm (dialtown)
> abella, karin, samarie (fear and hunger)
> neil, eva, river, roxie, rob (to the moon)
> ib, garry (ib)
other games:
> v, snow, the masked men (katana zero)
> the thorn, hapilly ever after, the drowned grey, the apotheosis, the fury, the nightmare, voice of the contratrian (slay the princess)
> tiki-taka, sosa, mappy, brian, kate (yuppie psycho)
> BSTRD, geli, gakvu (corru.observer)
> milk-chan (milk series)
vocalsynth related media:
> vflower, una, hime & mikoto, kyo, fuiro, miku, dex, seeu (vocaloid), teto (utau and vsynth), defoko, adachi rei, dill, MAGPIE, esther, kazehiki, gekiyaku, nurse robot_type t (utau), kyuu (deepvocal), solaria, saros, nyl, anri, genbu, specifically tsurumaki maki std, yi xi, asterian, popy, rose, eleanor (synthv), reml (cevio), chis-a (voisona), iku (maidloid)
> katya, olya, yura, sanya, temnova, sergei, kolya, nadya, ivan (parties are for losers)
> herloise, milke, merlot, tequila (anhedonia)
> splitter girl, chemical girl, nurse parallel, fainéant girl, taxidermy girl, refraction girl, chocolate-box girl, all of the other girls (the post-traumatic manifesto)
> null, romeo, 53 (next!!! sound of the future)
other media:
> lain (serial experiments lain)
> ermile, coco, riche (witch hat atelier)
> coral glasses (ena: dream bbq)
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